K ♥ J
K. anD J.
Our stOry start in friendster (naks!) he ask fOr my #. aUn biniGay q nAmAn..
i rili dunnO whY qnG bAkit q biniGay # q dAt time bAsta biniGay q Lang
di nAmAn kAsi aq nAG bibiGay nG # nG bAstA.bAstA ehh.. LalO na paG sA mGa bOys nA biGLa dIn aq sa sAriLi q..
cgUrO.. biniGay tALAgA xa ni God sakin..
pArA ipAmukhA sakiN na I CAN LOVE AGIN 
After A fEw dAys…
nAG text na xa sAkin… at 1st wALA lanG aq sakAnyA.. ni di aq nAG rerepLy
kAsi nGa tAmAd aqnG maG pA.LoAd hihi.
dEn i fOund Out mAsArAp paLa xAnG kA tExt.. dAmi nAminG pinAG usapAn
tunGkOL sa MGA PAST nyA anD PAST kO diN..
naG bibirOaN kAmi sa tExt F.C maxadO hihi.. anG di q mAKALImoTan na sinAbi
nYa sakIn nOOn is..
mi na fefeeL daw xanG CONNECTION saMin naks.. dAt time
tAwa lanG aq nG tAwA.. pErO satOtOo LanG dAt nyT di na waLA sa miNd q uNg
sinAbi nyA sakin.. na mi cOnnectiOn daw kami..
eveRynyT naMan kAmi naG chAcHat..
Aun kwEntOhAn.. sa CAM q xa uNanG na kiTa nOn..UnfAir nGa kAsi aQ
di naG OpEn nG cAm hihi CAMERA SHY kasi aq toinks!
04.21.09
mEmOrAbLe sakIn Yan na day.. kasi dAt dAy..
naG stARt anG tawAGan namIn na YAM.
(Y.A.M means YOU ARE MINE)
aq naKaisip nYan hihi…perO di pa naGinG kAmi jan.. di pa xa TOTALY MINE
04.25.09
mOst mEmOrABLE dAy nAmIn..
tHe dAy.. thAt he becOme MINE
nakaKatawA acctuALy nGYari sa dAY nA 2.. diZ dAy riN kAsi 1st m8 nAmin
di taLaGa xa expEctEd aNd La diN sa pLanO na maG kikiTa kAmi
dApAt kAsi 05.01.09 pA kAmi maGkikiTa.. kAyA LAng uN xupEr excitEd xa
maxAdO.. 1st nag tExt xa if sAn dAw aq na AssiGn naG wowoRk kasi
aq sA SM DAVAO as CHECKER.
dEn sabi q nAsa SM hihi K: ” sAn ka nGa nA assiGn?”
J: “sEcrEt bAsTa nAsA 2nd fLOor aq…”
aUn..hinahanap nYa na paLa aq sa BUONG 2nd fLooR.. pAsAwAy taLAga hihi..
pErO swEet..
nAdAaNan nyA cOunter cOh.. perO di nYa aq nakiTa,, hihi
maLas LanG nYa kAsi aq anG NakAkiTa saKaNya 1st.. kaYa
nOnG paG kakiTa q sAkAnya na pALapit sa cOuntEr q ehh aGad aqnG naKatagO
wahahaha.. di pA kAsi aq ridi na ma.m8 xa ehh.
dAan xa nG dAan sa cOunter q i thinK 2 tyms xa naG dAan.. hihi
aNd nevEr nYa taLaGa aqnG nakiTa KasAbwAt q riN kAsi KAHERA q
hihi..
Lapit na kAminG maG Out nOn nG di q nA xa nakiTa na dUma dAan sa
cOunter q .. mix emOtion na fEeL q HAPii kAsi di nYa aq naKita and
naG efOrt xa na HanApiN aq, SAD kAsi.. di xa dumAan sa cOuntEr q
tOinks.
pErO hAbanG naG aayOs aq nG mGa dOcumEnts q.. kAsi nGa pA OUt nA kAmi
biGLa aqnG na paLinGon sA LikOd q..
at nAkiTa q xA
nAkiTa nYa aq.. peRo di xA LumApiT nAkatinGin LanG xa nG naKa SMILE… pOz
unG kAhErA q tawA nG tAwA sakIn.. naG BLUSH dAw kAsi aq hihi…
pA baba na aq sA escALatOr naKatinGin lanG xA sAkin hAbaNg kinAkAwAyN
aq..
hahaiz KINIKILIG taLagA aq dAt dAy..
nAsA LOCKER ROOM na aq nG nAG tExt xA.. maG kiTA dAw kAmi sa SM TOWER..
pinUntaHan q xA.. at 1st na iiLanG pa aq..(ana man jud na pa shy efect)
naG.yaya xa sa JACKRIDGE (tama ba?)
dAt dAy tawAG na nyA sakin YAM.. hihi nAsAnay na dAw kAsi xa YAM ehh.. KILIG
Sa LuGar na Un.. dUn xa naG pRopOse..
aNd 1st KISS namin..
sinAgOt q xa.. ayAw q sAnA kAsi AALIS na rin kAsi xa Ehh..
iniicp q kAc aalis xa tApOz iiwan LanG diN nYa aq USELESS lanG… db?.
KayA LAnG sAbi nYa maTaGAL pA dAw Un.. And wAG q mOnA dAW icpn
anG FUTURE.. which is Tama nAmAn…
hAhAiz..
paGkAuwi q.. dErEtsO aGad aq sa rOom..
sinuLat q aGad sA diArY anG nanGyari hihi..tApOz napAnsiN q nAkA.smILe
lanG aq d whOle nyt.. hahaiz kiLig taLagA
di q maLimOtAN na sinAbi nYa ” I WANT YOU”
04.26.09
2nd nyt 2gether..
nAsA sEa wALL kAmi..sinunOdO nYA aq afTeR wORk..
tapOz dUn kAmi naG puNtA..
anG di q mAkaLimOtAN na nAnGyAri samin dUn is.. uNG fLOWER nA biGLanG
nAhULOG pOs unG pOste nA biGLanG nAmAtAY anG LigHt
pOs paG tinGin q mI nAka LAGay nA # 25 hihi..
tApOz sAbi q sAkAnya .. haLa Ooh..
KILIG hihi….
kAyA LAnG kELAnGAn q nG umiwi nOn kAsi hinahaNap na aq
nG aTe q.. hahaiz.. kULAnG sA OrAs.. nabitIn taLagA aq.. asAr Oi..
04.28.09
bdAy nYa..
bdAy nYa pErO xA pA na miGay nG gift sAkin hehehe..
1st giFt nYa sAkin si POOH taPoz mi chOcOlate.. naG kita kAmi sa PINK SISTER CHURCH.
Like q taLaGa anG PLACE nA uN.. tahimik kAsi..
hAbanG hiniHinTay q xA..
naG tEnk u aq kAy GOd kAsi biniGay nYa c YAMii sAkin.. naG pRay aq
dAt dAy ac2Ly..nA SANA XA na nGa..
afTer a whiLe dumating xa un mi daLang gift sakIn hihi..
naG pRay xa hAbnG aq nag hihiNtay sa LabAs..( di q kasuLod )
( bAsiG mAsunOG q toink hihi jOwk )
dEn aftEr naG ad2 mi sA NCCC mALL paxAL2x.. dEn mi siNabi xa sAkin
nA mi gUstO xanG puntaHan pa naMin…
sa PALASYO.. ^^
nA shOck aq.. pErO sAbi mAn nYa La kAminG gagawIn kAya pUmayAg aq..
1st tym q dUn magAndA nAman anG PLACE..
hihi..
kaLa q taLGa wALa kAminG GAgawIn dUn.. aND aKaLa q nA mA cOcOntROL
q sAriLi q uN pLa hiNdi..kAya Un.. Un nA.. mAsAya..
MABUHAY PHILIPPINES.. hihi..
hahaiz… mAsAya aq sA nGyAri Kasi.. naG TRUST aq sa taonG
baGo q paLnG nakiLaLa di q ini.expecT na kAyA q pALanG
mAG tRUst Ulit..
m8 the PARENTS anG dRAma 
Una q xaNG pinAkiLaLA sA PAMILYA q..kiNakAbAhAn aq dAT dAy habAnG xA
pArAnG wALa LAng hihi..
Aun Ok nAmAn anG nGyAri.. naG usAp siLa nG PAPA q..
tApOz naG jOin c Ate jEn. hihi.. sAbi ni PAPA sAkin OK daw xa kAya sUbRanG
HAPii q dAt dAy.. sALahAt nG nagINg BF q xa LANG ang mi lAkas na
lOob huMarAp sA papa q.. hihi
c JUN.JUN neVer nYanG hinArAp papa q.. ac2Ly yAn pA nGA uNG risOn
y hiNiwALaYan nYa aq kAsi natatakOt xa sa PAPA q.. hmp!!
Lag0o0oo0t jUd q niyA amp!
perO si YAMii gi kaYa niya hApi au q anyway.. di nAmn BAD PERSON si papa ehh..
anG bAit nGa nOn ehh..
PROUD aq sA YAMii kAsi nA pROve nYa sa PAMILYA q nA SERYOSO xa sAkin
kAyA nGA LALO q xaNg nA LOVE sa giNAwA nyA ehh..
ILY YAMii.
FIRST MONTHSARY
mOst rOmaNtiC nyt.. evEr in my LIFE..
wid my YAM
naG pRepAre si YAMii nG DINNER WID CANDLE LIGHT hihi.. BONNGA!
suPeR supRise Au q ..aNd kiLiG xA LAnG
KAsi anG kAunAuNaHan na sinupRise aq nG subRa..
and suBranG HAPii aq..
IBA talaGa xa.. iBanG iBa, iBanG HAPINES diN NArArAmdAmAn q sAknYa..
everytime na maG kAsAma kAmi..
LanG dAy na di memOraBLe sAkin.. kAsi eVerytime na maGkAsAma kami
mi iniwAn xAnG mAgAndAnG mEmOries aNd mOmEnts.
gIft: nYa
si BiiBii YAMii white stAf tOy xa nA piNaLIgOAn nyA nG
cOLOngE nyA hihi Lam nYa kAsinG LOVE q AMOY nyA ehh anD sA tOtOo LAng
siNahanap q unG bAnGO nyA nakakaAdiK kaSi hihi.
giFt: cOh
COUPLES rinG
1st time q maG gift nG cOUpLes rinGs.. aNd nEvEr Pa aq naG susuOt
nG cOupLes riNg nGayOn lAnG taLAga.. kAya nGa Un napiLi qnG gift
pArA di q mALimOtAn na fOr the 1st time naG suOt aq nG cOupLes
riNG hihi..
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“ANG PANAGINIP ni YAMii”
Hmm it begins in sad moment in my life. Where I found myself so boring
and alone… And then there was this place that I stayed for a
little bit to hang out and get some fresh air…
While I’m thinking about how sad my life is,
there was this woman in the other side of the hill and she was crying.
She is also alone in that time looks like she is being bumped
by someone she loves. But I don’t want to interfere her so instead
I watched in observe her. As I have noticed she is incredibly
beautiful and makes me think that how could a man leave such girl
like this with a beautiful and seems like she’s nice and kind.
Time goes by, she noticed me watching here…
That time I smiled at her… She doesn’t mind me at all,
instead she keeps crying and that time she’s tried to jump from the hill.
That’s the time I made myself get up and tried to stop her.
As I touched her and stopped her. She said let me die,
nobodies love me after all. Men are stupid and there are so mean.
They keep hurting me even the most special person in my life…
“She noticed me watching her”
As I kept listening to her, I have reach the moment in my life
that I really bumps me hard and said to myself, how come I haven’t
feel this kind of feeling when I was in loved before.
She is so different from the other women I knew in my life.
How could his man let her cry like this. I’m pissed in that moment
and I said to myself even though I don’t know her;
I really want to talk to the person who is responsible to make her sad.
I realize in some ways that how and why am I so concern to her.
I really don’t know that time but I fell hurt too every time
I see her crying in front of me. As the moment passed by the
lady stop crying and she leaned on my shoulder and sleep a little bit.
I was watching her sleeping in my side and I felt so strange it’s
like I’m happy to be in her side. And then she awoke,
and she asks me why she is in my hand.
That’s the beginning of our journey. She named herself “Janice”
: Hmm… After that… we become friends and she started open what really
happened to her. When I really found out that the guy she loved left her.
I feel the anger and as kept listening to her, I decided something.
Couple a days after I went to the guy who left her and talk to him
about the girl she left. As I found out that the guy has already
find another one. Couple of months later she finally moving on and
I’m also happy to know about it. But that time I already have a
problem about her. I think my life is different now since the moment
I found her. I don’t want to rush into something and tell her
that I have feelings for her. So instead I went to other country
and left her so that I won’t be a problem to her too
When the time I was far from her I felt again that my life is
lacking something that I really want to have. It’s really mystery
for me why I lived in the country without telling you.
So you make some letter and check me out if I’m ok.
And then you ran into someone you didn’t expect.
You and your past bf chat a little and he asks you about something.
“Is he your new BF? the one who comes to me and punched me and
telling me that A women like her don’t deserve to be hurt by you
because she deserve to be love by someone like me ..
And that’s how she find out that I love her. And then when
I come home, you confronted me and talk to me. And because
of that I told you the truth. That since the day I’ve seen you
I felt something special in my life. And then
you said but I’m afraid to love again
Then I replied ” You should not be afraid of loving me
because I won’t let anyone hurt you even myself.
And then that’s how our love begins. I bought the
place where when the first I found her
And then I built a house in there and we lived both there.
In that hill we shared our laughter
Our happiness our love everything…
Were happy together and nobody can stop our love.
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HaAbAng bInaBAsA q Yan kIniKiLiG tAlAGA aq..
